Trimester 2 so far

I am drowning!!!! There's just soooo many things needed to be done and it's all so exhilarating! I'll be entering week 5 tomorrow and I still have no idea what I learned this new trimester! My brain is still quite blank and I really am afraid of failing!!!

Anyhow, I still do write To-Do List daily and I still use calendars to keep track of the tasks I have to perform. But atm I just write my lists in a random book which I merge with my business notes. Note to self: Get an Agenda or Planner! I actually planned to get it when I was in KL but it's quite expensive and I don't really feel like shelling money out just for that, but now, at this moment, I feel like I actually do need it! Printing out calendars is still okay but the problem is that the calendar is not with my to-dos, and it's quite troublesome to bring the calendar out since it's just a flimsy piece of paper and gets crumpled easily...

Syariah Law feels quite simple but is actually not. I really do have to study for it...

Business too...

And so is Accounting...

Also Criminal and Constitutional Law...

And Politics and Governance...

Essential English is still okay I guess...

I'm not only targeting for a pass, I want As! But to be honest, I really do enjoy reading law :) It's interesting really. If only I have the time sigh~

Well strictly speaking, I actually do have time, but during my free time I'm mostly worn out and tired and not feeling like studying. HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT!!!! I remember last Trimester I studied every single day when I'm free coz I have lots of time at hand since I'm initially not involved in any clubs or societies, and it makes me feel very productive. This sem, ......

Well! Same as my fitness progress, I HAVE to start being studious again! Studyblr is not really working for me anymore so I can't depend on it!

Think I'll have to print out or write down my Life Goals and put it up on my wall just so I can remind myself to do it.

After My First Trimester in MMU :)

Ah I'd really forgotten to update this blog!

So I've been studying in MMU for 4 months now and met a lot of amazing people whom I wish I know earlier! People like my housemates + roommate, Catholic Student Society (CSS) especially since they are all super nice people and are among the best people I met in life.

Being and living with my housemates has taught me a lot of things. They're the sisters I never have and for that I am thankful. We'd stay up till late talking in the living room or just doing our own stuffs there, which is quite family-like IMO since most people I know don't really utilize the living area WITH their housemates. In our apartment, we are like a big family. We look out for each other (mostly them-me since I'm new haha), use each other's stuffs, and listen to each other's daily rant etc.

We had quite a bit outings and made wonderful memories together which are all documented by photos (thankfully!). And these made it hard for me (and us) to say goodbye to one who is graduating hence moving out :'(

The CSS Family is also my another family alongside my housemates- Just by being with them made me a better Catholic (I hope). I started going to weekly masses again, and I started to not be embarrassed for praying before I eat (I know. Don't judge).

I just love the happy and positive aura they all have and I kinda regret not taking pics with any of them lol. Yea i just went through my phone- I have 0 nice two-person shot with any of them lol. All photos I have with them (and that's a limited amount) are group photos...

New Resolution: Take more pictures. Seriously. Document life with pictures even if it seems annoying and troublesome.

Well, I really don't have any ideas to write and I have no pictures to show. So I'll sign off now.

Arrivedeci~

I am 15 minutes away from being 18!

So this is my last post as a seventeen year old teen whom can relate to ABBA's Dancing Queen. Whom can read seventeen magazine and feel like all is perfect. Whom can say "I'm still a kid!" when things went awry.

I just want to say I'm quite sad to not be able to celebrate as last year (sizable party) due to financial restriction and coz the people I'm close with here is basically my housemates. This will be my 18th birthday! My first step into adulthood. Yet, I'm here, living independently, like I'm already an adult...

I care so much about birthdays, especially significant ones like 18th birthday! But, blame me for my bad spending habit, I won't be able to eat out at a fancy restaurant or go to have sweet delicacies. I only have 20% of my monthly expenses now and it's only been 10 days since mommy wire me the money... Now I'll have to limit myself to a maximum of RM10 per day to see myself through a minimum of 15 days... Oh boy...

Okay than, I guess I don't have much to say. Um, maybe I can make a few birthday wishes?

Birthday Wishes
1. I'll curb my spending habit.
2. I'll pick up all things fast and be a 4.0 GPA student.
3. I'll be forever fit and happy.
4. My zits all over my face (and back oops!) will vanish.
5. I'll be fairer and fairer.
6. I'll get more friends.
7. I'll be better and better in basketball.
8. I'll be granted a scholarship.

Okay goodbye seventeen year old me!!!! I'll miss you!!!!!! I'll miss being a kiddo! I'll miss not being able to open my own bank account! I'll miss everything about non-adult life!

I'm sad.

xoxo,
Audrey